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Name: Brittnay
Birthday: 11/10/1989
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Monday, January 29, 2007

So yesterday was good. =] Today, not so good. =\

Mike picked me up yesterday when he got home from work around 5:30ish. I went over there, and we spent time together, no fighting at all. He was playing RuneScape on his computer, and I was playing Elebits on the Wii. =] It was loads of fun. hehe. He was making fun of me because of the faces I was making when I was playing, lol. I think he might have even recorded me. lmao. I definitely get into my games, and my face gets pretty contorted when I concentrate.
Around 9:30ish, his mom came in and was just sitting at his computer, we were laughing and having a good time. =] I looked at the clock at 9:45 and said "Awe, I only have 15 minutes." Then i looked at Mike's schedule to see when he was off next and I was all "I CAN'T SEE YOU 'TIL THURSDAY?! =[" And then his mom said "Why are you leaving? I was expecting you to stay.." And i was like "whaaa??" And she was like "Yea, i thought you were staying over. Welp! You got 15 minutes to call whoever it is that's coming to get you to tell them not to come!!" -GASP- That was awesome!!! But i said "Nah, that's ok. I'll just go" -dances- That made me pretty darn happy. hehe.
So then she told Mike and I that she's trying to get her brother to make an appointment for Christina, his sister, for a doctor where he lives. We live in Pennsylvania, and he lives in New Jersey. Apparently this doctor is amazing or something. SOO... They're gonna try and make it for some time during the week.. so that means that they're gonna have to sleep over at their uncle's house! BUT -- Mike isn't going. Which means that he'll be home alone... and she said "So if BRITTNAY promises to keep her HANDS TO HERSELF.... she can stay too. -smiles sweetly-" ...haha. She's such a bitch sometimes. aksjdlkasjdl. THIS IS AWESOME THOUGH! =]

But then there's today. My mom tried a thousand times this morning to get me up for group... but i just couldn't get up. as.djalsd That sucked. Plus, i had HORRIBLE cramps.. so i didn't go. My friend Kristin got her cast off today, which was amazing news because she's had a horrible time with her foot. She was walking on it for a month broken because the doctor's didn't notice the broken bone the first x-ray. Then she finally got a cast, and wore it for a month or so.. and it wasn't healing right, so she had to get surgery! She FINALLY got it off today, thank God. lol But she just called me about an hour ago, BAWLING her eyes out. =\ Apparently she drank a whole crap load of her parent's JD, and was TRASHED. She called her boyfriend because she was scared because she lost count of the shots, and she didn't want to be a lone. He yelled at her and hung up. So she called me absolutely hysterical. i didn't know what to do because I knew this asshole before she did. She MET him at therapy. He went to my school, and i knew he was nothing but bad news. But she didn't listen to me when i warned her. So i really didn't know what to tell her. I went down to my mom and told her what was going on, and she said that if i could go over, she would take me. Which was really awesome of her because Kristin lives a half an hour away from me. She just had to do it around 4:30ish because my sister has an eye appointment at 3. So yea. I don't know what's going on with that because while i was on the phone with her, i talked her into calling her mom at work and asking if i could come over, which was gonna be tough because she was drunk... but i didn't want her to be alone. Her mom ended up coming home from work early to be with her. So right now her mom's there with her, and i don't know what's going on with me coming over. All i know is that i don't want her to just be there with her mom. i know she needs me. -sigh- I'm worried....


Monday, December 04, 2006


If you don't already know, a tornado hit Halifax (my town) yesterday around 4/5PM.
It was in town, and i live about 3 miles away, out in the country.
There were roofs torn off of buildings... some buildings were completely broken.
2 million dollars worth of damage. 70 homes damaged
HUGE metal beams were everywhere.
Insulation was hanging from trees.
It looked just like you see on TVs.
Except it was only about 4 blocks worth of damage.

I was actually getting a haircut when it happened. I was just a block away from where it stopped.
My hair appointment was at 4. I had no idea what was going on. I just saw that traffic was backed up REALLY far, and i knew it was really really windy out.
I was with George, and we wanted to go back to his house. So i took him down back roads to avoid the traffic.
When i got to George's, I got a phone call from my Aunt... she told me there was a Tornado, and asked me if i had talked to my mom. She said that no one could get a hold of her because our phone lines were down.
I freaked out. Tornadoes are one of my biggest fears.
Any time there was a Tornado Warning on TV, i would freak out.
Except everyone just kept telling me that it wasn't possible here because of the mountains.
I never believed it, though. I knew that they could FORM here.

so of course, when there actually was a tornado, there wasn't even a warning.
It just happened. And it killed my baby brother's mother.

She was the only person who died because of the tornado.
I don't even think anyone else was HURT.
A tree fell on her car and killed her instantly.

what else can go wrong?!???

I love you, Keaton. I'm so sorry this happened.


I really just.. .can't believe this!
This is just... so hard to grasp.


Saturday, November 11, 2006

    Okay... so yea. Wow. I got so much more for my birthday than i expected. More people remebered than i thought. I was mostly suprised that Joe said happy birthday. That was awesome. Only two people got me things, but i still got a crap load.

Here's what Mike got me:
matching undies and a bra
an awesome black and gray sweater that i wanted.
a 4x6 wacom intuos3 (
OMG)
a TWO gigabite SD card for my camera
****A PROMISE RING. (
5 diamonds, 14k Gold)

Bryce got me Haunted by Chuck Phulluysicastakdfjdic. His favorite book.

Yet, of course, The one person i wanted the most to wish me a Happy Birthday, didn't. I'm definitely not surprised though. =(



Sunday, November 05, 2006

Happy birthday to me?

My birthday is REAALLY close.
Every other year, i made it such a big deal.
I was so excited, and i just let the world know that i was born 16 years ago.
This year, i could care less. No one is gonna bother with it, anyways.
I'm not having a birthday party for the first time in 17 years.
There'd be no point. No one came to my last one for me, anyways.
I am aware of the fact that not much people are going to wish me a happy birthday,
and I wont get anything from anyone.
To be honest, i don't care. I don't blame anyone for not wasting their money on me anyways.
I really am not close to much people right now. I completely isolated myself in school.
I don't have many people that care about me any more, and i have lost all hope in myself.


Tuesday, October 31, 2006

So here's a quick update, finally. I quit McDonald's Septemeber 25th, and i now work at the BRAND NEW Arby's on Progress Ave. in Susquehanna. (I'm getting trained at the one on Jonestown Rd [Route 22] until my store opens on the 9th) It's Heaven compared to McDonald's.

Wednesday I broke my cell phone in half, so i'll be out of that until my new one comes in the mail hehe. It's on it's way though. Right after i broke my phone i had a doctor's appointment, and went to Haunted Mill directly after that with Reuben. I had an amazing time. =)

Thursday was the Alice in Chains concert in Philly with Charles. I ended up puking 3 times during the opening act (Hurt) and we had to leave before we even saw Alice in Chains. =\ Freaking 200 dollars down the drain and it was all my fault. >_<

I have my car, but i won't be able to drive it until probably after Christmas. =( I just do not have the money for insurance right now because i already have to pay my car off, which will take 2 and a half months, and then my cell phone bill which is always outrageous.

I was a lady bug for Halloween (for a party), and for once in my life.. i felt SO pretty. When i walked into Arby's, i got applauded. I felt amazing. XD

Michael and I are still together. October 24th was a year and a half.



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